Note: the names have been changed to protect the innocent guilty ones needing to go unidentified.
I don’t know about you, but when the phone rings in the middle of the night—I automatically assume that something is terribly wrong; even when I was a kid. My first question was always “who died?” when anyone would call our house after 9:00. So, when my phone rang about 8:15pm—I just assumed it was someone looking to make a Cook-Out run or something. I wasn’t ready for the news on the other end of the phone.
“Hello?”
“Hey.” I could hear the fear in the quiver of his voice. “You need to come to the hospital. It’s bad. I don’t know if he’s gonna make it this time.”
“What? If who is going to make it?” I was grabbing my keys and trying to make sense of the broken details. It didn’t really matter who. I heard it in his voice that I needed to come and come right now.
“Joseph.” I almost dropped the phone. “His little body. I just,”
“I’m on the way.”
Joseph. A competitor who rarely lost, but this was a battle he could have never trained for. Yet, it looks like his opponent never stops practicing on his face.
I was in the ER sooner than I probably should have been able to arrive, but when that name shows up on my phone—I drop what I’m doing and go as fast as my car allows.
“Can we see him?” I asked while he hugged me like, if he let go, it would only mean that this was all really happening.
“Two at a time. It’s bad.”
“Go with me?”
He wrapped his arm around my shoulder and my heart sank as I considered what all of this could mean. How on earth would we talk about God’s love and healing when the person who first taught this little man about God and the person who put him in this hospital bed are the same?
Black. Blue. Bruised. Bleeding. Bad. Yes, it was really bad. The foundation of his whole world was cracking. His safety, his home life, his faith. Our champ looked frail. And small. And my friend was right. This was bad. I didn’t have to find the right words to say to this little guy; he never woke up while we were there. We stood there crying and praying and knowing. Knowing that we felt certain how Joseph really got to this bed in the Emergency Room, despite the story being shared.
“There’s gotta be a special place in you know where for a parent who does this to their own kid.”
“Nope. There’s room at the cross for them too, if they want it. Jesus loves that parent and you the same.”
“Yeah, really good thing God loves us in ways we don’t deserve. And that he doesn’t ask my opinion when it comes to how to handle people like those parents.”
What on earth were we gonna do? How would he sit next to them in Sunday School next week? How would I help him to teach this kid about forgiveness and a Heavenly Father when the word father probably made him scared for his life? The foundation of his entire world is crumbling beneath him. Lord, show us how to be there when Grace begins to fill the cracks…